[vc_row][vc_column][vc_column_text]A few years back, a desperately desired request I had relinquished to God long before, quite suddenly came to me as an unexpected gift. I was surrounded by family, all witnesses to this incredible blessing. I can’t honestly do justice in the retelling of this story, but I must try. Gratefulness demands, it’s too good to keep just for me.
It was number three on my list of requested God interventions. There were so many stretched out years in the waiting, I hardly knew how to receive it. Out of the blue, and there it was. For hours after, my heart raced and breath came too fast. I don’t know that I actually receive it as it was worth.
Honestly, I ached to cry out with the anguished whaling of those that mourn and yet, I was tugged back from the edge, further tempted by hysterical laughter. Bless God for just enough self-control to realize an emotional break down right then, was entirely inappropriate! It wouldn’t have honored the gift or the giver.
I remember silently praying, “Oh dear Lord, don’t let me give in to this and get started. I won’t be able to stop!” My spirit felt incredibly weak, like water. I was momentarily speechless. Just a few tears blinded my eyes and pooled there, entirely unusual for me in such a state.
The words that came to mind were far too inadequate. Only, “Thank you. Thank you, Jesus.” What words could possibly express a heart full of astonished joy? What words could reveal a heart that knew an inexplicable gift was just given? I was absolutely, and utterly stunned.
After what seemed to be an indecent pause, finally, I prayed, “God, help me to gratefully receive this from your hand.” Eventually, a quiet calm came over me. Peace. God is so good. Why am I surprised?
The rest of this story is far too personal to share with the world, but the point is here. I now hold a treasure in my heart, it’s mine and my loved ones’ who know me. With it, I have a sweet joy, -awe in the goodness of God and renewed hope.
This requested gift was hoped for, for over fifteen years. God gives good gifts in His time, His way and for His glory. When a long-awaited gift from God is given, after the shock of it all… you simply praise Him.
James 1:17 states, “Every good gift and every perfect gift is from above, coming down from the Father of lights, with whom there is no variation or shadow due to change.”
It’s been several years now. Specific words stated that night have become difficult to recall precisely. But the essence of that night is still mine. God continues to prove himself active and present. I still stand in awe and continue to praise Him. And I have found no better words than, “Thank You. Thank you, Jesus!”
Have you ever had a similar, overwhelming gift from God? Do you watch and wait with trust in His goodness? Has He required you to trust Him, waiting quite long for answers? How do you celebrate and remember His kindnesses to you? I’d love to hear your stories and praise Him with you!
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